May 7, 2008
May 3, 2008
May 2, 2008
we are trapped in the belly of this horrible machine, and the machine is bleeding to death.
I try to prepare my mind and body before a scene and conserve my energy and wit, I try and find my zen state before a scene…I mean I’m not rude I’ll be personable but you have to understand we are like sexual athletes and although it feels fucking great you still have a camera on you…you are still trying to make some half way distant pornography for the consumer.
May 1, 2008



